Just a survey I found. I'm not going to talk about my bickering frustration with Michael.

Have I Ever.

1. Mooned anyone? Not intentionally *sweatdrop*
2. Been on a diet? Yes
3. Been to a foreign country? Yep, Canada
4. Broken a bone? Three, to be exact.
5. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? Yes, but not intentionally
6. Swear at a teacher? Maybe, I honestly don't remember
7. Talked to a lj member via e-mails or instant messages? Yeah, but that's because I know them outside of LJ
8. Got in a fight? When I was little, if you mean fistfights.
9. Dated a teacher? Nope.
10. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? No
11. Thought about killing your enemy? Of course.
12. Gone skinny dipping? Yep.
13. Met another Blurty member in the flesh? Erm...what?
14. Told a little white lie? Yep
15. Told a secret you swore not to tell? Don't think so.
16. Stolen anything? Yep O.O
17. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? Yeah.
18. Been on TV? Yep
19. Been on the radio? Nope.
20. Been in a mosh pit? Nope, never been to a concert
21. Been to a concert? Nope
22. Dated one of your best friends? Yes
23. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? Oh yes. You have NO IDEA
24. Deceived somebody close to you? Not deceived. Hurt, yes.
25. Broken the law? Yep...and didn't get caught ^_^
26. Been to a rodeo? Yes, unfortunately
27. Been on a talk show? No
28. Been on a game show? No.
29. Been on an airplane? Yes, multiple times
30. Got to ride on a fire truck? Yup.
31. Came close to dying? Too close for comfort
32. Cheated on a bf/gf? No.
33. Gave someone a piggy back ride? Yup.
34. Terrorized a babysitter? No
35. Made a mud pie? Yep
. 36. Had a dream that our falling off a cliff? Yes. I hate falling.
37. Snuck out of the house at night? Nope.
38. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? No, haha
39. Had an eating disorder? Matters how you define it.
40. Felt like you didn't belong? Sometimes.
41. Felt like the 3rd wheel? Yes.
42. Smoked? No.
43. Done drugs? I don't feel comfortable answering that question.
44. Been arrested? Nope.
45. Had your tonsils removed? No.
46. Gone to camp? Yep
47. Won a bet? I don't know...
48. Written a love letter? Yeah, but I didn't send it
49. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? Yes.
50. Written a love poem? Song, yes. Poem, no.
51. Kissed in the rain? Yes
52. Slow danced with someone you love? Yes
53. Participated in cyber sex? Yes *sweatdrop* It was disturbing
54. Faked an orgasm? NO
55. Stolen a kiss? No.
56. Asked a friend for relationship advice? No.
57. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? No
58. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? Yes
59. Gotten a speeding ticket? Nope!
60. Done jail time? Nope.
61. Had to wear a uniform to work? School, yes
62. Won a trophy? Yup.
63. Thrown up in public? When I was little.
64. Bowled a perfect game? I suck at bowling, so no.
65. Failed/got held back? No.
66. Got perfect attendance in grade school? Nope.
67. Roasted pumpkin seeds? Yes
68. Taken ballet lessons? Yes
69. Attempted suicide? Don't feel comfortable
70. Cut yourself? ...only if I'm feeling really upset.

Gyah, I haven't been on in so long...and I apologize *sweatdrop* Mostly the only thing that has been happening is that I saw my twelve-year-old at my brother's school, and was at the French booth at the International Festival, where I was harassed by Michael and his friends.

He really is an abusive friend.

BUT...his little sister is awesome and I got to go into the back of a refrigerator truck! It was SO COOL! And I didn't get yelled at because I had authorita! (no, that was NOT a typo)

Axel was there too...he went inside the French booth before I did. I am supposed to be BACK again this morning, but...eh. I won't be, I don't think. I'm just going to be abused by his friends again and he doesn't really help. Though it was funny. And he was wearing a bowtie, which was HILARIOUS, by the way ^_^ I wanted him to be wearing a beret, but the bowtie was pretty good too.

Haha, I loved being backstage. And after they closed, his sister and I sat outside in the booth looking important, and whenever anyone came by we'd yell, "We're closed, GO HOME!" It was so much fun.

I just hope Michael doesn't want me to show up today.

I have his worker's ticket in my pocket right now...haha. Maybe I will go and see if I can get in with it.

I'm bleeding all over the keyboard.

I'm really sorry I haven't posted in so long *cowers* Unfortunately, up until last night, nothing much has really happened, except I got Oral Surgery Part II and my mouth tasted like broken bone fragments for two days. It was disgusting. *sweatdrop*

I also finally got around to breaking it off with Josh. I feel like I really didn't give him a chance, but...eh. He seemed fine with it. ^____^

Last night I went to Scott's party. He was always saying how much money his family has but his house is freakin' TINY. I mean, it's really cute, but not when you are trying to fit 15+ extra people in there. Let's just say it was verrrrry stressful for all of us, we lost some partygoers to the dead end, cowered in the face of his mom (I didn't even remove any clothing *gasp*) and everyone got freaking soaked. I DID get some pictures, though (not many...but enough...I'll post them if I get the chance). Steffy and Tyler went off as usual and did WHO-KNOWS-WHAT and I snuggled up to random guys I had never met. Meh.

Now Scott's pissed at Sheila because she invited lots of people that weren't supposed to be there...yeah. The most fun I had was when half the people had left and I spent the next thirty minutes watching Friday the 13th with Stephanie, Tyler, Sarah, Scott's little brother, and Sarah's friend (who fell asleep on top of me *sweatdrop*)

Next time, we're having a party at MY house.

Yay, my favorite yoga instructor is now teaching a Saturday class and I am happy! It was actually hard, I had a good time. ^_^ Then we went to Starbucks, haha.

The Bellsouth guy finally came and fixed our phone lines so you can call me now, anyone. I still won't talk long though because I hate phones *sweatdrop* My mom is jubilant, though. She can talk to her sister ^_^ Most of the time while the guy was there I went down to the creek with Jordan. It was fun; we saw lots of little minnows and went in the water (it was so cold it was freakin' painful) and then we came back to the house to hopefully make a potato bomb. Unfortunately the potato wasn't rotten enough and we had to explain the concept of a potato bomb to the Bellsouth guy.

I need to work on my horror story...I like the way it's turning out but it's much too short and I didn't write at ALL yesterday because I was busy with other pointless things. Ech, I want to go shopping. I haven't been shopping in DAYS. (I'm so bloody shallow...haha) Today is also the day I am going to Crabtree Lake with Josh. I'm not...dreading it, exactly, but...I'm not looking forward to it. I shouldn't have said yes. I did tell him, though, that I didn't know if I liked him yet. And I know now that I DON'T, not that way...and he moves so FAST.

Oops, just looked outside. I am bloody slow, it's raining. Maybe we will get to go shopping. And since we would be out in public I wouldn't have to kiss him. It's not that I don't want to kiss him because I don't like him that way, it's because I don't want to give him the wrong impression.

On another level, I think the song I am listening to right now may have been written for ME! Wanting to be how he wants me to...

Outfit today: Brown Vneck with lacy trim, white cami, green embellished pants
Stupid Quote of ze Day: "What's a mechanism?" -some idiot in my HONORS biology class
Happiness is: Getting stupid quote scouts <3
Quote: "What is this, a threesome?" -Mouth, TOM
Annoy People Today by: Starting to recite "Green Eggs and Ham" and asking people what comes next.
Fashion Find of ze Day: http://lip-service.com/style.php?style=60-130


Josh is going to pick me up at two so we can go to Crabtree Lake. I feel really weird...I don't feel like I can break it off because I haven't given him enough of a chance, but I didn't know how much I liked him to begin with and I have realized I really don't, not more than a friend. Lindze said that Josh confided in her that he loved me (we've been going out since Sunday...figure that out...how long has he liked me?). It's pretty creepy, actually. I feel so bad, I've kissed him twice and it's misleading. I feel like I'm doing exactly what James did. Which sucks because I'm still kind of pissed at James right now for what he did on Wednesday to that kid.

Furthermore, I feel like he's trying waaaay too hard. Lindze said that I am the first girl he's ever made out with (from the way he kisses I'm not surprised). He needs to relax. I don't want to end up like *a certain couple* in my Japanese class, where the guy just kind of hangs on the girl and they don't even seem to talk much. That's what I feel like...I mean, Josh doesn't TALK! He just sits there and puts his arms around me and LISTENS! I like to talk...a lot...but when there isn't anyone on the other end it makes it incredibly difficult.

I'm afraid that if I'm single again, though, I am going to be attacked again by Max and Joker, my "suitors" from Jclub.

Sheila, if you are reading this, don't tell him PLEASE. At least wait until after Sunday, I just want to see what happens, ok?

The trip to the Mellow Mushroom was traumatic due to Jordan...not really going to talk about it, but it was Whine City. Kind of like the ride home from school. Not going to go into it, but I hate it when people fight and it upsets me terribly, and I started crying. My mom apologized for it later, but I thanked her. I was so HAPPY because I haven't been able to cry for DAYS and it's been driving me crazy! For some reason, I started thinking about HIM and how he chose her but he didn't choose me, he had to basically tolerate me and I blocked out Mumz and Jordan so I could hear my own thoughts. Involving HIM telling me what I thought was true, that he chose her, he didn't choose me, he loved me pretty much because he HAD to and he'd love me if I was thin and beautiful and he hated the fact that I was a "demon child" or a "goth child" and was a danger to society and spend time being reclusive and crying for no given reason and writing about morgues and drawing dead flowers and making herself bleed.

I am kind of upset about one thing, though. Some loser in my biology class was given me a hard time because he saw a place where I had slashed my wrist (I almost NEVER cut my wrists, and of course the one time this year I do it someone notices). He started calling me "emo" and "cuttergirl" and other things that made me want to do terrible things to him. Mehhhhh.

Wow, reading back over I feel weird...I'm generally happy. It's strange how someone can house such a bubbly personality and still be a hell of a messed up person.

Outfit today: Black lace-up bodice top, red Tibetan pants, cape
Stupid Quote of ze Day: "What does A.D. mean?" -some rocket scientist in my World History class
Happiness is: I'm not sure right now.
Quote: "That’s a cockle shell, and a purple sea vermin..." -Data, TOM
Annoy People Today by: Staring, grinning, at another passenger for a while, and then announcing “I’ve got new socks on!”
Fashion Find of ze Day: http://www.ritualdesigns.com/shop/corsets/8027/2.jpg

I'm really sorry I haven't been on in so long!

Yesterday we watched Howl's Moving Castle in Japanese because we were stuck there for the PSAT. I didn't take it this year. But before we watched it, we played some sort of kanji board game thing. This short little guy came in last because he couldn't get his kanji right, and James started jeering at him and saying HORRIBLE things to him and calling him stupid and such and it made me incredibly mad. I wanted to stand up in my chair and yell "STOP IT!" and maybe I'm just going crazy since it is that time but I had this little image in my head of the little guy screaming bloody murder and James was doing something horrible to him and I was pleading for him to stop but he wouldn't and my mind is terribly messed up. I have been so down for the past few days. I perked up a little at lunch today, but by the time we got to Jclub I was dead again.

I've been talking a whole lot to SJ online, and he keeps saying things like "Not for you, I have other girls to prioritize." He's getting the wrong idea and it's kind of embarrassing because he thinks I like him that way...but I don't...weird.

I'm having second thoughts about dating Josh. For one thing, he's going around talking to people about me and addressing me as his "girlfriend." Lindze said he confided in her that he was in love with me and it's really scary. I've never been in love, not even with James. The concept of that kind of love scares me and I almost hope it's something I never have to feel because it's hindering. I know that the other kind of love is hindering and basically ruins everything for you because all you want is to be good enough for said person and you start neglecting yourself and you find that you are willing to change who you ARE for them and they still don't want you because you're just not good enough, and sometimes you wish you could stop loving them but you can't and what they say to you at the beginning of the day can make or break what goes through your mind and how you perceive things. Especially when no matter how hard you try you know you'll never meet their standards and you know it and they know it and yet you keep trying and they don't stop you even though you both know the whole thing is hopeless.

WAIT! I'm getting off topic!

Anyway, Josh is a terrible kisser. *sweatdrop* I told him I am going to teach him. Too much teeth, not enough tongue. That is what I told him yesterday. So today he shoved his tongue down my mouth. Good god.

I'm just really confused. I agreed to go out because I didn't know whether I liked him or not. And now I feel like such a hypocrite because I see him as more of a friend than anything else and he's really rushing it and...yeah. I'm almost...uncomfortable. Meh, I'll give it another week or so and see what happens.

Outfit today: Pink oriental corset top, black tiered skirt, black legwarmers
Stupid Quote of ze Day: "My sister's expecting a baby, and I don't know if I'm going to be an uncle or an aunt."
- Chuck Nevitt, North Carolina State basketball player, explaining to Coach Jim Valvano why he appeared nervous at practice.
Happiness is: Lolita ^__^
Quote: "Chunk had flown in wearing a pirate hat and demanded to be referred to as “Captain Chunk” for about a week after the adventure had ended." -Luna, TOM
Annoy People Today by: Staring at another passenger for a while, then announcing “You’re one of THEM!” and moving to the far corner of the elevator.
Fashion Find of ze Day: http://www.ardenb.com/shop/detail.asp?styleid=37054489&colorid=41&cat_id=30&sub_id=0

Well! This morning, I missed all of first period and part of second due to a car crash! It was fun ^_^ Half of the front of the car is just ripped off, though. Poor car O.o

Jordan and I just sat in the car while my mom talked with the lady she hit and called 911 (nobody was hurt) and the police came and...yeah. It was cool.

I made sure everyone knew.

Outfit today: Gray plaid tube dress
Stupid Quote of ze Day: "Everything that can be invented has been invented."
- Charles H. Duell, Commissioner, U.S. Office of Patents, 1899.
Happiness is: IMing with two people at once
Quote: "I’m tired of being cooped up indoors like a chicken!" -Mouth
Annoy People Today by: Standing silent and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off the elevator
Fashion Find of ze Day: http://www.maxicimam.com/_mam/8C5051.html

Josh asked me out. I said yes. Enough said here.

Outfit today: Sweet and Sinister tee shirt, plaid garter skirt, black velour pants (again)
Stupid Quote of ze Day: "Where the hell is Australia anyway?"
- Britney Spears
Happiness is: Finding Jonathan at the same college! ^_^
Quote: They’re little old people!” Chunk said in exasperation. “They're little old people! They won’t be able to tell if you guys are sixteen or sixty!” -Chunk, TOM
Annoy People Today by: Shaving. In public.
Fashion Find of ze Day: http://www.limecrime.net/store/pinkroses.htm

First of all, I got to go to the Raleigh Little Theater costume sale, and got two GORGEOUS dresses and saw Fay and the girl that sits next to me in biology. Fay got a pretty dress that I wanted *sweatdrop*

Then I went to the seminar!

There was this one kid, Rodney. Anyway, after I finished reading one of the assigned stories, I pulled out Dracula (I found it! YAY!)and started reading. He comes over and says, "Lindsay, what're you reading?" I show him and he nods, but stays there sitting next to me instead of going back to his seat. O.o

After a while, we went to eat lunch and then on a tour around the campus and LO AND BEHOLD, I found JOSH!!!!! My FRESHMAN!!! He was taking the Political Philosophy seminar! I was so happy, we stayed and talked for a long time and were late to class O.O But it was SO nice to see him again, he's really disappointed that he missed the towel orgy yesterday.

We also went to the Duke library and I took off my nametag and pretended to be a college student. Awesome.

More insignificance (it was fun but not worth mentioning) and then Rodney...he wanted to sit next to me. So he did not move his things to the desk next to mine, oh no. He moved his desk out of the circle, scooted all the desks over, and then PICKED UP HIS DESK and moved it into the space he had cleared.

During dinner, I found Josh and we ate together with a couple of his friends and talked about Southpark. Then Josh and I left and went into the back room (I didn't make out with anyone this time! Hooray for me!) and cuddled for a while until they made us leave. He made me feel better about the whole Lindze/James thing. My mom called them both assholes, and that stung a lot more than actually seeing them kissing, I think.

However, after we left we got to go on a ghost hunt to four different places on campus. Only one was haunted. In the upstairs of the building, Rodney got up to use the bathroom (of course he was my partner as he was following me around all day, have I left out that minor detail?) and when he was gone, I looked down the hallway and the shiny hinges on the door were flickering as if someone was holding a candle in front of them. And that was in fact the area that was haunted! I feel really special.

I wish they would focus more on the scientific aspects of ghosts though, and less on ghosts in culture and literature. I am having a good time, though.

Outfit today: Plaid corset over white tank (stupid dresscode), white scalloped skirt
Stupid Quote of ze Day: "Life is very important to Americans."
- Bob Dole, U.S. Senator from Kansas
Happiness is: Getting to go to Fear Farm (which of course I didn't *sweatdrop*) I'M MISSING ROCKY HORROR! On the other hand, I got THE SOUTHPARK HITS COLLECTION!!!!!!
Quote: "JERK ALERT!" -Mouth, TOM
Annoy People Today by: Showing other passengers a wound and asking if it looks infected.
Fashion Find of ze Day: Not now, maybe tomorrow. My dad is right here.

In Japanese we get to make a fashion show! I am in a group with Kelsey, Lushi, Tina, and...someone else...heh. Curse my old-lady memory. We're going to do lolita...I kind of wanted to do Renaissance, but I'm fine with loli.

Lunch was a lot of fun, I brought a towel today (inconvenient in class but nice at lunch). First though, Fay wrapped herself up in it because she was cold. Everyone was cold except for me and Zeus. Alex kept walking around saying "I'm cold, I'm cold" but never did anything about it. It was funny. And Michael took his arms out of his sweatshirt and wrapped them around himself. Scott gave Stephanie his jacket. Finally we went up on the hill because we didn't want to get invaded by the BBB, and...yeah. We had a towel orgy <3 <3 Lindze skipped fifth, and we had a good time.

I kept lying on top of Alex, but he was twitching waaaay too much. So I said "Alex, stop fidgeting!" and he said he was shivering and then, just to annoy me, started shivering harder. So I lay down on Michael instead, but HE was shivering, and they BOTH were complaining about how cold it was (it felt fine to me) so I just gave up O.o Eventually everybody just ended up hugging everybody ^_^

Oh yeah, the fair started. I don't like the fair. In fact, the only one in our group that is going is Michael, but that's because he's Michael O.o But we all love him anyway.

I won't be posting until tomorrow night, after the first day of seminar. Yay!

But I'm frustrated because Michael is ignoring me to play a computer game. Humph.

Outfit today: Southpark T shirt, black velour pants
Stupid Quote of ze Day: "FOR RENT: CONDOM... ONLY US$650."
- Ad in Jakarta Post, should have read Condo
Quote: "Damn, I thought that was a vibrator." -Mouth, TOM
Annoy People Today by: Scribbling furiously on a notepad while looking at each passenger. When they try to look, hide the pad.

That's all I have time for right now *sweatdrop*

Wow. I have Max and some freshman from J Club fighting over me, but I'm not interested in either of them. I called Jimmy over because he is my husband, and he's not a very good husband O.o

Max was like, "Oh yeah? When did YOU ask her? I asked her YESTERDAY." Which I've decided to say no, I need to get to know him better. And I don't know the freshman at all, except that he calls himself "Joker." He was nice and all, but a little bit annoying.

Lindze is going out with James. I'm not crushed, surprisingly. I'm a little 'eh' but I'm fine with it ^_^ Let's call the new guy I like...Link. And he is gorgeous and an amazing writer. His eyes are so pretty ^_^ And there is someone else, too, but...er, yeah. I think it's best not to say anything at present.

God, my hair is still soaking wet from Jclub. Ok, not soaking, but damp. Mehhhhh. I finally changed out of my wet clothes and into my brown dress, which I will admit is a little bit skimpy but doesn't require my dad to say "put some clothes on!"

Outfit today: New plaid dress, black belt, plaid headband, black sweatpants
Outfit Yesterday: Tough Luv logo tee with plaid cap sleeves, plaid miniskirt
Stupid Quote of ze Day: "I'm gonna turn this team around 360 degrees!" -some sports dude O.o
Happiness is: The Lion King!
Quote: "Besides, every time I read an adventure story, I always wondered what the people used for toilet paper." -Luna, TOM
Annoy People Today by: Reciting poetry in monotone
Wishlist: Raspberry Bush
Fashion Find of ze Day: http://www.phaze-clothing.com/product-show.php?prodID=1295&rangeID=1401&prodDes=Velvet%20Bat%20Plunge%20Top

Well! Scott wasn't here today, because he had a dentist appointment. I asked him if everything was allright or if he needed a boob job ^_^

Just wanted to say that I'm going to the Lion King tonight and this weekend I have a ghost hunting seminar. At Duke University. Fun funfunfunfunfun.

I went to the mall and here is what I got! ^_^

I actually got this in more of a plaid, but this is close enough. http://wetseal.com/productdetail.asp?mi=1650&size=&style=37051457&color=600&token=

Again, mine isn't EXACTLY like this, it has a few studs on it, but close enough, right?
http://wetseal.com/productdetail.asp?mi=1640&size=&style=36991822&color=10&token=

The belt is to go over this. It was my "splurge."
http://www.forever21.com/product.asp?catalog%5Fname=FOREVER21&category%5Fname=Dresses&product%5Fid=2032368561&Page=

I've been waiting for this to go on sale.
http://store.delias.com/item.do?categoryID=463&itemID=46208&sizeFilter=&colorFilter=&brandFilter=

I also got a set of six Southpark buttons.

So I am happy ^_^

Alsoooo, yesterday was quite frustrating, at lunch. I thought Michael had run away again, so I was all exasperated and went to look for him. I didn't find him and was on my way back after about ten minutes. And I found him and Scott walking towards me. He had been taking a test. Augh. Frustration.

I wanted to wear my hoop skirt so much yesterday, but my mom said "No, you'll ruin it. It's raining." And it stopped raining in, say, second period or so.

Outfit today: Amy Brown black fairy tee, deep space skirt
Stupid Quote of ze Day: "I think that gay marriage should be something shared between a man and a woman." -some guy O.o
Happiness is: Being home again!
Quote: "Data is SICK of coming face to face with dead people!" -Data, TOM
Annoy People Today by: Pretending you’re a flight attendant and reviewing emergency procedures and exits with the passengers
Wishlist: Pumpkin Sink
Fashion Find of ze Day: http://www.ardenb.com/shop/detail.asp?styleid=37175481&colorid=131&cat_id=30&sub_id=0

Back hoooooome! *howls* Daddy and Jordan are still out in one of the Virginias, camping O.o I'd go, but I have school tomorrow, therefore...eheh. I have to come home. On a 45-minute plane flight!!!!! ^______^ We went to Earthfare for dinner, I got a spinach feta crepe thing and it was good <3

Not really much to say because not much went on, all morning we pretty much ate omelettes and played badminton *sweatdrop* And I read my book. It's good, but I am wondering when we are going to get a graphic description of someboy getting fried in the electric chair. I can't wait ^_^

I have a feeling my mind is going to be back in my beloved little cabin in the woods...

Outfit today: Red brocade Tibetan shirt, black palazzo pants
Outfit yesterday: Black crochet shawl, black zip-up bustier, black satin pencil skirt
Stupid Quote of ze Day: "Is it weird that I'm getting all emotionable?" -Jessica Simpson
Stupid Quote of Yesterday: "Platypus? I thought it was pronounced 'platymapus.' Has it always been pronounced 'platypus?'" -Jessica Simpson
Happiness is: Having Matt back! Now we just need to find a way to break Jonathan out of Freshman Seminar.
Quote: "We were going to find Daniel Bradford in all his corpse glory!" -Luna, TOM
Annoy People Today by: Preaching about the end of the world.
Wishlist: Pirate Warning Sign
Fashion Find of ze Day: http://ffbdesigns.com/shopping/index.php?main_page=product_info&products_id=285&zenid=f465d1acef628f3b1fbd97122c387b04

Called James this morning to see how he was making out (pun not intended)...he wasn't awake yet and I had a really interesting conversation with his mom. I love his mom <3 <3 They are staying at his grandmother's house in Pinehearst. She talked about how they had to rescue their neighbor's dog because their neighbors had been evacuated quickly. James helped her load up THEIR dogs so he could miss his chemistry test ^_^

A few minutes ago James called back, and we talked for a little while, and I mentioned that he sounded really dead. He was really monotone and even yawned once, saying he just got up, and then he said he was going back to sleep O.o

Our flight leaves at 1:30...I hope to go shopping in DC if we have time. I have $40 (again, still don't know where it came from...) but I'm about to get my allowance, so I'll have $50!!!!! I've NEVER had that much money before, EVER!!!

Also finished writing the part of my story that I am going to turn in, because I don't really want to turn the rest in. O.o You can read it http://www.fictionpress.com/read.php?storyid=2258579 I would appreciate reviews ^_^ This story makes me happy.

I woke up this morning feeling so fat. I put on a miniskirt and couldn't look at myself. So I have wide-leg pants and a non-fitted shirt on...my mom said I was bloated because I had chicken caeser last night smothered with cheese. And cheese does that to her O.o So I suppose...erg, erg, erg. I would go running but it is raining and I have to catch a plane. I hate rain -.-

No time for Newspaper section right now, but MICHAEL CAME BACK and I couldn't be happier!!! ^_^ Now to find a way to break Josh out of Freshman Seminar. O.O

Oh yeah, went to Borders and got "The Green Mile" by Stephen King and "The Hot Zone" by...I don't remember O.o

I'm going to DC tomorrow, talk to everyone later ^_^

Outfit today: White peasant corset, black petticoat skirt, gray tattered skirt, skull headband, "I <3 Pirates" button
Stupid Quote of ze Day: Sure there have been injuries and deaths in boxing - but none of them serious."
- Alan Minter, Boxer
Happiness is: Having all of your friends and not having to worry about freshman seminar or being raped.
Quote: "It reminded me of all the adventure or escape stories I’d read. Like The Count of Monte Cristo or The Transall Saga. Walkabout. They all had interesting predicaments and ways of surviving, escaping, and getting around, but none of THEM had gone on a livestock train." -Luna, TOM
Annoy People Today by: Playing dead.
Wishlist: Pink Lily
Fashion Find of ze Day: http://wetseal.com/productdetail.asp?mi=3000&size=&style=37228088&color=290&token=

I'm really upset today, because Michael left. He won't eat with us anymore, because he's tired of being raped by Ben and taken advantage of by Scott. We've already lost Josh to the horror that is Freshman Seminar, but I really can't lose Michael. He reminds me of my brother in so many ways, I think that's why I like him so much. (Not that way, you imbeciles ^_^) I kept giving Scott a hard time about how he treated Michael, and he just said, "But Michael is just so easy! You know, that makes me mad.

So I spent half of my lunch period running around campus looking for Michael. I didn't find him, so I pulled a Scott and sat freakin' VIGIL outside (and was almost late to Geometry). I finally caught him and I didn't even open my mouth when...

Michael: I'm not eating with you guys anymore.

Me: I know that, I'm really mad at them. I miss you a lot!

Michael: I know you miss me but I'm tired of being molested!

Me: Where were you?

Michael: I'm not telling you.

Me: But I won't tell them!

Michael: Bye! *wave*

Me: *sulk*

So, um, in a nutshell, I'm very upset about Michael, and mad as hell at Ben and Scott. Wow, my avatar is so fitting.

For the last few days I've been thinking about the lean-to That was fun, it was the only time I was able to cook something without completely ruining it (with only *minimal* help). Heh. That was amazingly fun. Even though it wasn't really supposed to be, was it? Meh, I love snow, and I was with people I loved, nothing caught on fire that wasn't supposed to, nobody got in trouble for crashing the car...it was just so perfect. Wow, thinking about the lean-to made me feel bittersweet. O.O

Outfit Today: Nurse dress, black velour pants
Stupid Quote of ze Day: "I can't really remember the names of the clubs that we went to."
- Shaquille O'Neal, basketball player, on whether he had visited the Parthenon during his visit to Greece
Happiness is: Syringe pens *sob* *stew* *sob*
Quote: "Maybe I should turn this into a story. ‘My Adventures on the Cow Express.’" -Luna, TOM
Annoy People Today by: Placing police tape (CRIME SCENE DO NOT CROSS) on the inside of the doors.
Wishlist: Pink Coral Coat Rack
Fashion Find of ze Day: http://www.mechanicalbunny.com/oscmax/dark-blue-asian-giesha-dress-p-257.html

In a nutshell, I'm pissed off because this guy (Ben) took my syringe pen and wouldn't give it back. After me bugging him for a while, he stuffed it down his pants, knowing I wouldn't take it after it had been in there. I had no choice but to just let him have it. I am very mad O.o

Anyway, Tyler might be going out with Stephanie, and part of me is really happy for them, but I'm kind of...eh...about it. I dunno. I'm really not sure if I like him or not, I kind of do, I think...it's just all messed up. I hope they go out, I suppose. Maybe.

I've only been single for a couple of weeks and I'm sick of it. I think I like someone, but...I really don't know. I'm confused right now. And exhausted. And wanting to go shopping.

Was at school until about 3:15 because my mom didn't answer the phone when I called to say that I couldn't retake the quiz for English. Bored, mad, just...eh. Today should have been a good day, but it really wasn't. At least tomorrow is Pirate Day, so that ought to make me happy.

The only good part of my day was when I went to lunch (for 10 minutes because I had to make up a test) and flashed people. It was fun. I should do it more often. I wish I was at last week's J-Club meeting, everyone was taking their clothes off. If only it weren't so socially unacceptable. *sweatdrop*

Outfit today: Blue linen dress, black pinstripe vest
Stupid Quote of ze Day:
Game Show Host: Name one thing you might find in an operating room.
Contestant: The operater.
Happiness is: Not having a gazillion hours of homework *sigh*
Quote: "I also love ghost stories. They are like a light in a tunnel built of romance books." -Luna, TOM
Annoy People Today by: Opening a lemonade stand. On the elevator.
Wishlist: Pink Bonsai Tree
Fashion Find of ze Day: Just go to freyagushi dot com because I can't choose just one thing from there <3 It all makes me happy.

Long day, large amount of homework...urg. Just...urg. Southpark is my escape ^_^

I am so sick of detention. I go from the freaking pods to room 154. I could make it too, if it weren't for these people slugging along in the hallways. I tried to push past one group once, and I got "What the f*ck is wrong wit' you?" and shoved backwards. How pleasant.

I wanted to start my entry for the horror story competition by October first, but I've been too busy with other homework. I even took my homework to the beach *coughcoughhellcough* You just CAN'T do homework at the beach.

You know what I need? I need to go shopping. I have some money that's burning a hole in my manbag. I have about $30 (I don't know where it all came from, but I'm not complaining!) and I feel like I need a new corset O.O